I started to type something, and when I read it, the memories came flooding back like the tide. It made me very sad. I went for a walk, but that didn't help. I worked out, but that did nothing. So, I laid on the floor, and listened to music. About an hour later, I finally fell asleep ( Read more... )

I am not stupid. Please, don't treat me as such. I hate when you lie to me. It's ok to hate me, everyone does. Just don't pretend you don't. You can't act that well at all ( Read more... )

I don't need you to be there. I've got enough already. Now for the old familiar metallic clink.

I'm so tired. I'm sick, but I still have to work tonight. I felt like crap all day. Somebody save me. I need a hug. :(

I had one of those dreams last night where I remember almost everything. Lots of details. It was very exciting and provoking. I woke up very depressed. To the gym now, just because.

*sigh*

So, Dusty and I are taking the van to get fireworks. Nothing like putting explosives in the hands of a crazed person, hyped up on energy drinks.

I have to work tomorrow, and I really don't want to. At least I get to take my truck in. Maybe i'll finally get it fixed.

Here's my question, Is it wrong for me to be seeing someone? If i'm with her, and I think about someone else what does that mean?

I'm sure it doesn't matter. I just was wondering.

I'm in a good deal of pain.

It was very depressing, unsettling, something made you feel not right, but you couldn't stop looking.

In other news, i'm feeling kinda groovy.

What's up? How you doin'?

Many ranges of mixed emotions. Swirling around my head.

I think I will go to sleep now.

Maybe I will dream of the shire..., or maybe about sephiroth. Either way, I shall dream.

Good night little tear. Much is to be said about you.