i hate boys i hate liking boys i hate being rejected by boys. i hate being short and fat. i hate tall skinny girls. i hate not being anyones "type" i hate liking people i never have a chance with, so i guess that means i should go for dorks and losers, cuz apparently thats what i am. i hate who i fucking am!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i ( Read more... )

it's all getting too hard. i just want it all to go away...i can't keep living denying how i feel inside. i just want it all to be over. im not being true to myself or to anyone. i can't be who i want to be because its the exact oppososite of how i am now. i want so bad to be someone else. i hate me, i hate who i am, HATE it. unlike other ( Read more... )

this is so fucking confusing. never tell anyone that their life doesnt suck when they think it does. do not tell me how to feel dammit. you do not live my life, u do not see the world thru my eyes. ya, maybe your life sux too, but u have no right to tell me that i have no idea what "sux" means. everyone has different problems. god damn i ( Read more... )

who isnt?

im so lonely...i just want someone...but i know once i get someone, my friends will think its totally weird...god i hate being the short "cute" one...i want to be the tall sexy hot one...augh god i hate reno so much and i hate the people i envy...i hate the guys i like cuz i never have a chance with them...im so afraid i wont experience high school ( Read more... )

augh, so last night was like a lot of fun for me cuz it was something that i want to get into! but when i tell hannah its just no big deal to her....ya i had alcohol "o whoopee kel you're so badass" a guy i thought was hot was around me a lot "o cool..." why can't people be happy for me? i am always happy when hannah says she saw/talked to kyle ( Read more... )

i hate going to stupid football games and seeing everyone i wish i could be ( Read more... )

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it was all a fucking joke. it wasnt even him. did i actually think he would want to do something w/ me? of course not, im kelly...miss innocent/prude/good student...im not good enough for l****. im too young (for him) too short and too ugly. how unfair is this? I HATE HIM. it had to be him tho, only he knows certain things about me. and hes ( Read more... )