What if what I think is great really is great.... but not as great as something greater?

so i was looking up all the people i knew from governor school and bu today and i just got really depressed. everyone seems to have these great lives full of fun and cities and they have the big salary and theyre moving forward. i just feel really stuck some days. ive always wanted to live in a city for a few years before settling down in the ( Read more... )

Happy New Year everyone ( Read more... )

so apparently my pattern here is to update like once a season. and i always say when i update that im gonna do better and update more but my life is pretty boring now so ill just give you the basics.

work is work. it sucks royally but its better than rams head... although in all honestly thats really not saying much. i cut back from 5 shifts a week ( Read more... )

its been about 2 months since a real full update and so much has happened in that time. a lot good and some not so good. for starters, im now 21 (WA-hoo to that), im officially graduated from accc and a rowan student, nick has lived here for over 2 months, ive switched up jobs and ive streamlined out a ton of drama and stress from my life ( Read more... )

i have a lot to write and a lot that i need to get off my chest. unfortunately i cant at the moment bc im so insanely busy with by jobs and trying to finish up this semester. but i promise in another week or so, when im finally done with that hell hole they call accc, ill write.

hope the end of semester crunch is going okay for everyone.

so life is going pretty good for me right now.

• im currently taking my last 4 classes at accc and will graduate in may with my associates in communication. i know its not much especially since most of you are graduating with your bachelors. and yea it does kinda make me feel a little loser-ish that im 2 years behind. dont get me wrong - im so happy ( Read more... )

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so i havent posted in this journal for about 5 months now... and so much has happened in that time that im not sure i even remember it all now. lets see - i lost my job at the press, i took 3 classes and aced them all, im taking 4 in the spring and ill be able to graduate with my associates in may, ive worked so many hours at rams head (including ( Read more... )

summer is almost over and yet i have absolutely no clue where it went. it feels like all i did is work. oh yeah, thats right - thats IS all i did. i saw no one from high school and only occasionally did i see people from sea isle. the press is boring as all else and were re-raising our rates in less than a month, which is going to cause even more ( Read more... )