Fuck Oboe Pride!

havent written in forever! all summer as a matter of fact. well i've been quite busy. first i had summer school for three weeks, which sucked cuz it was life management....health, sex, drugs/alcohol...all that boring stuff. not saying there's anything wrong with sex though, i mean it was just what the teacher was teaching about it...not to do it! ( Read more... )

hey guys

nothing new really just thought

i'd say hey and i hope your all having a good summer

-ashley

Fell no pain, but my life ain't easy
I know I'm my best friend
No one cares, but I'm so much stronger
I'll fight until the end
To escape from the true false world
Undamaged destiny
Can't get caught in the endless circle
Ring of stupidity

Out ( Read more... )

i'd like to wish Ruffner a happy birthday....
Happy Birthday Ruffner!!!

well once again another shitty day. well everyone's probably bored of listening to all my crap lately but you dont necessarily have to read it. i just wright it to get it out of my system, my journal's kinda like my "rock." i can tell it everything and i dont have to listen to the shit that comes from your friends after you complain. so yea today ( Read more... )

i dunno what to do with myself, i feel as if nothing i do makes a difference or an effect. things just always seem to go in the opposite direction i want them to go. i feel like a complete and total failure in everything i do, school keeps getting harder and harder, i suck at dancing, band is definately sucking, and my family isnt functioning too ( Read more... )

HAPPY 6 MONTH ANNIVERSARY BRYCE!!!!!!!!

I LOVE YOU ALWAYS, FOREVER FAITHFULLY!!!

-ash

My, my, my, my
Don't you worry 'bout what's on your mind
I'm in no hurry, I can take my time
I'm going red and my tounge's getting tied
I'm off my head and my mouth's getting dry
I'm high, but I try, try, try

Let's spend the night together
Now I need you more than ( Read more... )

Happy 5 Month Anniversary Bryce!!!

i love you soo much!!

-ash

You should've seen by the look in my eyes, baby
There was somethin missin
You should've known by the tone of my voice, maybe
But you didn't listen
You played dead
But you never bled
Instead you lay still in the grass
All coiled up and hissin

And though I know all about those men
Still I don't ( Read more... )

well this week has been just fuckin wonderful. first i spend my easter weekend with my "darling" cousins at the beach, which actually went ok, and we got to go to a styx concert, which was fun. but then when i got home on sunday, me, my mom and my dad all got the stomach virus, simultaniously, it was bizzare. then the next day we pathetically all ( Read more... )

you love him, you will today, you will tomorrow, you will a week down the road from now 3 weeks after the day past yesterday, it doesnt matter when, it just is what it is, and that will stay with you, maybe it will haunt you, but it wont leave you. and when you dream, you will think of him, because thats what love is, it is our inablility to let ( Read more... )