eugene contains enlightenment, i think.

also, i made a new blog!!!!!

so i may not be using this except to haunt LJ bham....

http://cardboardsunshine.wordpress.com

peep me there.

that was way too much  reality for me to handle ( Read more... )

bwaaaaaah

i am losing my mind.

and trying to write a poem for class.

throw words at me
and i'll string them together
c'monnn art.

so i quit my job. but never to be outdone, they FIRED ME with 3 shifts left.

well, they "replaced me."

"for my own sake."

"so that i could be less stressed."

....more like they werre concerned because i had a bad attitude the last time i worked.

...can i get unemployment now?

over+out.

so.....
i quit my job.

and....

i'm going on hiatus.

(coming home a week from monday.)

madame bovary, c'est moi.

that is all for now.

here is the question i pose to the universe ( Read more... )

sometimes i'm afraid that i'm a song you've heard too many times; so many times that the words don't mean anything anymore, and the melody isn't as catchy. i'm afraid i won't get stuck in your head anymore, except maybe in that way that drives you crazy until a better song makes itself apparent.

maybe this is why i am constantly trying to re-mix

this is not a great feeling ( Read more... )

got denied on my new car loan.

no new car for me.

don't know why i ever thought that something financial would ever work out how i want it to.

not. my aunt (the one who died) came to the rescue with the fates on each arm.

i am now the proud owner of a 96 Volvo 850 wagon.

...anyone want a beat-up jetta? only $300!

the other shoe dropped.

she's probably better where she is.

it's just the rest of us who are left here that have to heal.

:( i love you very, very much, auntie.