When things go wrong as they sometimes will ( Read more... )

So I don't know if I liked Friday or not. I want him back and I'm tempted to put his phone number back in my phone. Maybe it's a temporary lapse of judgement or boredom or something. But I don't know if I want to burn that bridge just yet. I mean somebody just tell me no. NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO. NO HEATHER. BAD. Haha... I ( Read more... )

So last night. The best and most heart-breaking night of my life to date. I went out with some of the girls to see Toybox, a local cover band. It just happened to be at the the bar where my ex-boyfriend lives. We blew threw the door like TNT and took over the place like we owned it. We were drinking and doing shots and totally getting into it ( Read more... )

My neighbors suck. I can't stand it!! They SO don't understand that I can hear EVERYTHING that they do down there!!!

GERRRRRRh

We all die. Reason being, according to my Chemistry professor, that highly ordered systems are thermodynamically disfavored. Which is fine. I don't want to think I've done all I need to do or want to do, but if my name is called, then my name is called. But what about those who care about me ( Read more... )

Loss is a part of life. We can't really care for something or someone until we realize that one day they may be gone. And when they do go, we feel as if everything goes with them and we feel like we'll never care about anything again. But we do, and we discover that that loss was a gift that helps us appreciate all of the things we still have ( Read more... )

well, that Chris guy turned out to be an asshole extraordinaire, but that's okay. Guys are like buses. Miss one, don't worry about it. Another will be along in 15 minutes ( Read more... )

So, yeah. I had one of my highs in my bipolar life and I'm on cloud 18, no 20 right now, down from 900 last night! (considering I usually sit around -120000000... that ain't bad). I went over to Ryan and Nick's house and we played fuck the dealer. Good times, except when you get passed the cards. What ev. Passed around a bottle of Doc and ( Read more... )

So... I don't know. I kinda feel crappy... I'm mopey and sad and I want to drink. AND: I can't log onto my online banking account!! Grrr... I hate when that happens. I'm hoping that I'll be allowed to consolidate all of my charge cards onto one card so that I only have to make one payment and write one check a month instead of like... oh, 5. It ( Read more... )

I can't even begin to understand my thoughts lately. Mostly about guys. A little about school, but that's not nearly as perplexing or difficult. I'll sort it out for you ( Read more... )