haha i thought i lost my password =P. anywayz im bored so i thought id write a hella short entry about nothing.

ok update from last time ( Read more... )

lets see...its been 11 days. haha damn he drives me crazy. i get butterflies just thinking about him. im hopeless. and he needs to walk slower =P. or hang around people i know ;O. maybe ill get my dress sunday! cant wait...i need the PERFECT one. but im still trying to figure some crap out =P.

i think ill change this into my ranting journal about him =P

this journal will be deleted in one week. plz go to my new journal =P. (tragicfate)

i have a new username :

haha the third update ( Read more... )

Ever feel out of the ring. When everyone goes on without you? (No this has nothing to do with him.)

Life freakin sux sometimes =(. I feel like im stuck in a corner when even the friends you thought would totally notice...

don't.

didnt go to dance =/. too tired and sore.

ehh. i got a b- on my chem test without studying a single minute =P. i just copied words onto my card first period without reading what i was writing. haha just bold words. 83%.

ehh an ok day i guess ill explain more in the next entry =P. ya i guess thats it.

ehh.... freakin depressing. but i guess its a plus im his friend right? i guess =/. im not so sure. isnt it hard to like someone while they like someone else while ur friends? i dunno. he's so confussing =/. but blah i dunno. i guess i already went lower then my expectations. and i already lowered them =/. but i had a feeling that it was just some ( Read more... )