Well, I did it. Last night I moved my desk to a more suitable location in the gallery studio space. Now I have a whole section devoted to me, free of people able to wander through it. Ha! And, I will still insist that I have my own gallery installation for April 1st since Rob insists he won’t be ready until the middle of the month (and I will ( Read more... )

The saga of my life continues, as it does for us all. I can’t get myself to write the letter, the email, the note that says I will be quitting in two weeks. I am too afraid. Of Robert, of Danel, of not finding a good job, of being worse off than I was, of making a bad example for Brandon, of realizing that the problems I think are outside of ( Read more... )

Could it be that people who are obsessive over musicians are that way, in part, because the emotional expression and content remains inexplicably constant within songs (since they are recorded) and people associate the music in this fashion synonymously with the person?

Things at work, in my first hour, have been so discouraging and frustrating. I feel like I am the middle man that everyone gets to express their upset feelings to and I get the unpleasant task of passing on the message in more diplomatic terms, while still trying to convey seriousness. Makes my job real ugly and makes me disown and detach from ( Read more... )

I’ve decided to write because I need to express some thoughts and move onto a better attitude. I feel like my self esteem is enough compromised of late to prevent me from overlooking the small discouragements that come in life. For example, I did not get the secretary job I interviewed for. I did not plan on accepting it, but I am pretty ( Read more... )

My God, my God, how bitter I have become. And what is it, exactly that causes bitterness? Injustice? Bitter. Animosity. Resentment. Cynicism. Can it come from feeling underappreciated. Can it come from a girl who thrives on intrinsic rewarding that has (seemingly) only to rely on extrinsic rewarding? I just feel like frowning. I feel like ( Read more... )

How’s about some thoughts for a Thursday morning. For one thing, I love getting up at seven in the morning. I think it’s one of the best moves for my mental health that I could have taken. I feel like I get more done in my day, absorb more sunlight, and am actually tired by the time I go to bed. The whole sleeping with an electric blanket has ( Read more... )

Seth is so very inspiring with his public journal writing. I have been quite faithful in my personal journal writing, but sharing my thoughts with the world can be so much more rewarding and interactive. oh yes ( Read more... )

Has it been *checking* a whole month and 11 days! My heavens... where has my once solid journaling discipline gone to? Alas, I hereby re-instate it. Such amazing ideas can come from such places... and such a wonderful forum to communicate with others ( Read more... )

Oh things just went swell today! Lawdy yes... But I sure is tired after it all... What all is it you ask? The Health Sciences Reception, of course!! (Nobody realizes, methinks, how so super fast I can type "Health Sciences Reception ( Read more... )