its been wayy too long since i've updated here..sorry about that, i totally forgot about this thing; im surprised mine's still running ( Read more... )

i don't know what to say. im not very good at writing what i'm thinking. and i'm tired ( Read more... )

so finals terminated awhile ago, second sememster started and im already starting off badly. i havent gotten any sleep for the past few days either. hmmm anyone wanna join me, my plan is to fall alseep and never wake up. sounds pretty nice to me. anyways..softball isn't goin very well either, i've gotten so much worse and i dont practice enough and ( Read more... )

studied all day today ( Read more... )

everyone that's close to me is dieing.
nothing is going right.
the stress is taking over my mind.
i can't think straight anymore.
whoever said i had it easy was wrong.
I don't know what I'm gonna do.
Might as well kill myself now.

i hope everyone else had a better day than i did.

The New Year ( Read more... )

so it's break. thank god i don't think i was gonna survive school anymore. and now im so tired all the time and havent been getting any sleep ahh it sucks a lot. but break has been fun. friday i went to see ocean's 12 with some really cool people, i saw ben and aaron there too. saturday i went to bell square and did some more sohpping and whatnot ( Read more... )

I was supposed to turn out perfect ( Read more... )

hes gone. i think it juts hit me. now only i can remember his stories and eva's smile. i miss them so much. today i was reading sharon's poems and i get to keep one, she had her disease for 26 years, starting when she was 13. that woman was amazing; she didn't have a bad side. then eve went, i remember her fingers, wither her diamond watch ring. ( Read more... )

weeeeeeee ya so today is halloween errbody. haha. um i went to bell square and saw heather! her jeweleryyy for fall formal is very pretty. and ya i duno it was shopping for my brother so i just had to kinda mumble what i thought of his clothes, then i walked around too. omg shoefly is the best store, its like urban outfitters-nordstroms shoes like ( Read more... )