wow what is a best friend??? what makes then ur best friend?? well i know that me and this friend dont really do things out side of school but i know that she is ther for me and she will be there 4 me when iam crying and shes there to make sure that iam ok and nothing bad is going to happen to me...i know that if i ever need her shell come to me..i ( Read more... )

wow 2 days iam really happy and not the fake happy...the real shit!! well thats all and i miss u guys up there!! come down for s/b and we can go swimming in my back yard...or not eww....but really come down here i miss u all and we can all chill at my house and get really drunk.. much love,me

ps, much love is mine dont take that 1 to...lol

wow can ife sux any harder??? or my be iam being a baby about it...idk.. but all i wan to do is cry and give up...but if sam wouldnt have left when he did i would be gone and man y the fuck did i tell him i was going to keep my head up and NEVER give up no matter what eve happends and if i give up i would be giving up on me and him... god i hate it ( Read more... )

Why does life have to be so hard...? All i want is to grow up, have a man, have 1 or 2 kids, i wanna have a camera and tape my son taking his first steps...I wanna push my daughter around in a stroller while im walking in the mall...I wanna argue if my daughter is old enough to go to the movies with her new boyfriend...I wanna watch my son play ( Read more... )

GIVING UP ( Read more... )

well i am telling my self it never happened so maybe if i tell my self that ill start to think that way~~~~~~bye

y do people make u do things that u dont want todo? they tell u that they care and shit like that but they dont, and tell them no and they say yes do it now. and all u feel like doing is crying and u dont even know what to do, but u put ur self in this pos. so its ur fault, u know u should have just told ur sister not to let u go but u think its ( Read more... )

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wow i never thought that i would say this but i just dont get u u tell me u "love" me but what do that men to u??? and u tell me that u care but what does that mean to u?? u tell me that u wont hurt me but look what ur doing!! ur not hurting me ur killing me in the inside. but u dont care and u may say that u do but u dont and u know it well if u ( Read more... )