this is what me and nick said to night...idk what to think or say ( Read more... )

well life is really crappy all i want to do is beat my head into the wall right now....wow...NICK....NICK.....NIck its all i can think about these pass few weeks and its like i miss it all and all i want to do is cry every sec of the day!! i just want a way out of all this shit and i want to cry my eyes out and then maybe everthing will be better ( Read more... )

all i really want to say right now is this it has been in my head for a long time and now i think it is the right taime to say it even thought i know it means nothing at all..........what would you say if i asked you not to go, to forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me, would you take my hand and never let me go promise me you'll ( Read more... )

o my god shoot me right now there is no point to go on blink 182 is gone....wtf i am not going anywere for the rest of the week thats all bye....

man last night was kinda hell but hey life goes on anywazz...yeah my sister (older)is really staring to get to me god i dont understand how sum1 can be related to u and yet be the 1 of the 2 people in thins would to really get to you....idk if ur reading thins u prob. dont care and dont want to here about it so ill let u go byezz and go to the mall ( Read more... )

umm lets c life sux big time...nothing is going good and i want to cry to night is going to blow every1 is mad at me but i wish that people would see that not evry one is what u think that they r... they have a inside and that should matter more...but it doesnt matter well life goes on byezz......o and valentines day sux ( Read more... )

She wakes up in the moring ( Read more... )

Coming out of my cage ( Read more... )

got i thought that crying would help the pain but it only makec things worse. what does love realy mean?? why is it used the way it is to day?? like when a guy says he loves you it means i want in you pants and thats all. but no the real meaning of love: is a feeling of warm personal tachment or deep affection. but when you say ilove you, do u ( Read more... )

well to day i was going to go to the emerson but hey shit happends and i cant help that. hopefully i can still go to the mall but things aren't looking to good on that side, but i will try to make the best of that and life will go on and we have to learn to live w/ that and umm lets see me and mitchell are going out now!!! (yeah) i really hope this ( Read more... )