I am writing this letter with adequate postage and mailing it to You. Please, ignore the regrets in punctuation and run-on sentences. It is filled with enough of the cliche words about the one I love.

And it reads:

Dear Darling ( Read more... )

I really wish Big Pun didn't die. He had some fucking talent. Gayass. I'm on Vj's computer and I'm pretty sure that he has more nigjigs than Britta &me combined. Insane ( Read more... )

Vj makes me view life differently sometimes.

I'm done with stressing. I love Brittany to death and I'm never going to do anything to push her away. So I'm no longer going to care who she hangs out with or when; because I know she's coming home to me<3. And I'm going to stop taking her for granted, because I never want her to ever think that I don ( Read more... )

I honestly don't even know why I update this anymore. Whatever. I usually write about what's going on but I really don't feel like repeating myself over and over again. So I'll just leave it at the fact that I'm far too stubborn and I am horrible at showing both appreciation and gratitude. I'm trying to work on it, but it doesn't seem to be making ( Read more... )

It's wierd. Everything is so perfect, yet I'm miserable. I know that the reason Brittany and I fight so much is because we're constantly together, but I hate being without her. And I know that I start 90% of the fights, but I can't help it. Sometimes I wish I was still on my anti-depressants because at least then I was tolerable. Today it feels ( Read more... )

Well, Brittany &I broke up. I can't say that I'm all that suprised because things have been really bad lately. Technically, we're on a break. Because I'm pretty sure we have every intention of getting back together. Or at least I do. I don't see the point really. It's something about labels. It's wierd talking about Brit when she's laying right ( Read more... )

I just realized how much I miss being little, eating freezepops. They honestly just make me happy. I'm smiling ( Read more... )

I honestly hate bitching about stupid shit. But I think I've seriously had it. I feel like the biggest retard ever. No exaggeration. I can't stand my own life. Is that even normal? Everything about it pisses me off. My girlfriend (exgirlfriend?) hates me with a passion, my best friend never talks to me anymore &I think he's doing things he shouldn' ( Read more... )

Yeah, I'm updating again. Idk why. I don't even have that much to say. I tryed to quit smoking. I even got some quit-smoking thing from my mom. But I just don't want to. I think i'm just goingto cut back again. I remember when I used to be able to smoke like 5 a day. That was amazing. Too bad I get stressed out about the simplest things. If I could ( Read more... )

Since when do I update this so much? Whatever. I was just randomly informed that a black girl wants to fuck VJ. And uh, he's going to do it. Strait up interracial dating. Hm. At least he doesn't say "nigger" every 3 seconds. You know what I mean ( Read more... )