( venting. )

I'm glad to see you're all doing better off without me. And I'm trying not to let it bother me. I am making new friends. Guitar Hero gives me popularity, apparently, for I was beckoned outside of my household at 12:30 AM last night to go to Todd's to play it. Whoddathunkit. And all I do it play World of Warcraft. Hhahhhhhhhhhh. Oh, and I had to ( Read more... )

i can't believe what happened friday night. and i can't tell anyone about it. i think it's shaped me in an odd and not so enlightening way. it's easier to accept that i'm better off alone now, but the depression and anxiety needs to be taken care of, asap. school. about school, i don't know what i'm gonna do... my plan is drop that class i meant to ( Read more... )

I'm just an all around unsatisfied, angry person at the momenttt. Don't touch me, my skin's probably scorching hot... burn you... sssssss!!!!!!!!! That's how much I probably don't like you, you make my skin turn to fire, sss. HAHA ( Read more... )

Anxiety is getting the best of me right now. I'm ready to call quits on school all together. If I hadn't put so much money and time and effort into my educational career at University of Hartford, I'd be gone in a heartbeat. I'd get two jobs, save up, and go to a better school in a better place with a fresher, more relaxed mindset, doing what I ( Read more... )

Don't know if I'll ever use this again! I could never update this thing from my phone, but I'm giving it my last attempt. I still don't have internet. I have a working computer now (a shiny new iMac), but not internebs. Oh well.

Test, 1 2 3, testing, buttsex, 1 2 3, check, check.

Because no one knows I use livejournal anymore anyways ( Read more... )

I'm better.

5:00 AM... doing homework.

I always find a good time to get depressed.. and that's when I'm alone and it's too late/early to call someone up to talk to them. But aie, I've put myself in a vicious cycle of failing quite similar to the one I put myself into last Spring term. I've become too embarrased to go to class because I've missed out on so much homework. And I've missed ( Read more... )

It's spring break, everything's good. Spring, by calendar dates, is here but the wind whistling past my window says it's still winter. I should probably step outside before I assume that spring is being shy. I have the best boy I could ever ask for. I AM falling behind in school, but that's what this week is for. Jade and I are gonna go out ( Read more... )