I've been having a hard time lately. It sucks when the two people who are legally and morally obligated to care about you don't care enough to even acknowledge your existence. It also sucks when the people who have a choice in caring about you show that they don't. Who do you cry to? They say that one who bottles their emotions will ultimately ( Read more... )

I try not to let this get to me, but I can't stand it.

I'm sick once again, also in debt, and productivity is at an all time low. I think it's only just begun. But we can't talk about it now.

It's been called to my attention that I think I'm better than everyone. I think I'm smarter, I dress better, listen to better music, write better papers, have a better car, have better friends, and ALL of my artwork is better than yours ( Read more... )

Yesterday I tripped and went to the Renaissance Festival. Ask me about this in person, it was ridiculous/awesome ( Read more... )

The two things I hate the most: alcohol and money. Both of them turn perfectly decent and awesome people into stupid inconsiderate fucking assholes and conniving bitches ( Read more... )

last Monday-Thursday was spent on a road trip to and back from Marion, Montana. Saturday-Monday near Webster, Wisconsin. This coming weekend will be spent up in Alexandria, MN. I can't even begin to describe or explain the pretenses or happenings of Montana except to say that life hasn't been the same since. So needless to say, I've been keeping ( Read more... )

I have so much to say and no time...........

I've official smoked myself retarded to no repair... and life is a lot different in a constant state of burnout. It's kind of a comfortable, slow, and subdued version of what's really happening, with an unrelenting focus on the smaller and more concise details of the bigger concepts of any situation ( Read more... )

I kissed a lot of ass in my interview yesterday and am 99% sure I got the job... which is more than enough incentive to make me finally put in my two weeks notice today at Value Plus. I haven't been this excited to quit anything since I quit sports ( Read more... )

I got a new car, it's a red two door 2002 Alero, not bad. It's shiny. I also got new hair, and it's kind of shiny too.