It's gonna be my first day on the floor tomorrow. Here it is Lal. dont expect to know everything. orientation and classes sucked. theres sooooo much paperwork and legalities and technical crap we need to know. im probably gonna look back on this entry five years from now and say "What the hell were you thinking signing up for this job"

hey guys, I posted this on Nicoles entry but Ill do it here to just incase you dont see ( Read more... )

damn yo. this transition period from graduation to a job (especially one that is nonexisitant) is freakin hard. I hate not knowing what im going to be doing in the weeks to come. I mean, yeah there's my NCLEX test on the 10th, i finished my 2 week NCLEX review course, CPR renewal class, a couple more graduation parties, I have an interview with ( Read more... )

hmm let's see. In no particular order ( Read more... )

freaking out. for real. i woke up today with nervous pangs in my stomach. so much so that i actually cried. today was the last day of clinicals. i was nauseated the whole day to the time i went home to now as im typing this. ive made a trip to the bathroom and threw up my dinner because my overreactive brain started thinking again. im so anxious ( Read more... )

This is why Medical Malpractice suits will never be controlled: Because of the SUPER SKEWED portrait the public has of the capabilities of modern medicine from watching ridiculous shows such as Grey's Anatomy where the amazing doctors, AND ONLY DOCTORS, NO NURSES, can revive someone who drowned and has been dead for a FUCKING HOUR through cardio ( Read more... )

The novelty of VD day ( Read more... )

My love. I have abandoned you and for that I am truly sorry. It has been so long and I will try to not make it so ever again. A lot has gone on in the past couple of months. An interesting recovery. Some amazing discoveries. Pure Let downs and shocking news. An eventful Christmas but a Lackluster New Years. A sentimental goodbye across the border ( Read more... )

one minute youre walking in heels dancing the night away and the next, you cant even stand up without asking for help ( Read more... )

So I can go see MWC tomorrow night. Isn't that such a good incentive to be productive today ( Read more... )