i can't believe its starting all over again. im so ready, but at the same time, i love hanging out in br with nothing to do. rather, nothing i HAVE to do ( Read more... )

yay for birthdays. im not sure quite why im up this early, but i had the urge to update ( Read more... )

it seems like i just told shannon bye this morning ( Read more... )

knock on wood ( Read more... )

i should be getting ready.

but im not.

not yet.

5 seconds. i wish i could have told you everything
i needed to say. i wanted to tell you.

its bullshit. all bullshit.

why hasnt she realized?

kel

tonight, we talked about God. and faith. and spirituality. and how hard im trying to get on track ( Read more... )

concider him warned. i said it all. he knows about the past, detroit too. and he's taking the chance ( Read more... )

i told him all my secrets. the priest that is. i went to confession. finally ( Read more... )

my computer's been gay, so i havent been able to update and its been making me feel lost ( Read more... )

im not much in the mood to update, but for the first time in a few days, i have a second to myself...and im not sure what else i should be doing with it. taking a shower could be helpful, but im not that motivated at the moment ( Read more... )