well.. its me again. i stil feel like total shit emotionally and physically. i just wish i could see my baby right now because he always puts me in a better mood. and when i feel like i just want to die i know that he's there for me and i just wish i could be with him right now. its so upsetting ( Read more... )

god im so fucking pissed. i mean all i ask my parents are for a pair of new shoed because the only shoes i pretty much have a my fucking american eagle clogs and they tell me no because i dont deserve them. okay mind you i have bought my last 3 pairs of shoes. my k-swiss which were 40 dollars, my converse which were 20 and my american eagle clogs ( Read more... )

okay.. well i just woke up.... lol ( Read more... )

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so i havent updated in a long time.. but nothing has really been happening ( Read more... )

so i guess this is my 2005 reflections ( Read more... )

well thursday was thanksgiving and my family and uncle ron and gee and richard all came over and ate dinner with us.. then michelle and carly came over then we were going to go to the movies but carlys mom wouldnt let her take the car so me and michelle ended up going with uncle alvin and bickel.... yea then i was on the phone with aj till i fell ( Read more... )

well i havent updated in a long ass time but i havent been up to alot well last night i went to divisions for like 10 minutes to watch my carly swim :) then i had to sell tickets for the play then after that i walked over to my andrew james' house. so now today my feet hurt because i walked from 11 and schoenherr to 8 and schoenherr in my big ass ( Read more... )

yep well i feel like total shit.. i feel like a whore and i dont deserve to live.. i feel so dirty and i hate it... im on the verge of becoming a lesbian because im so sick of guys.... ehh well im not going to make everyone listen to me bitch...

yea well i just got home from my cousins... it was fun over there making plays with the gold fish and playing the sims then i was beating up kevin for coming over lol it was funn i saw my grandma today she's getting better which is always a good thing.. well i'll update later
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