its now spring break and that means more time to think about my pathetic life. yuck... idn what to write anymore... im so used to keeping everything all bottled up but whatever.. i'll update later when i feel like venting

okay honestly im so sick of everything. i am begininning to hate my life to the max. everyday i keep on thinking of new ways to die yes, its that bad again. Everything has been making me hate my life more and more. Honestly i dont know what to do anymore. i feel like no one cares anymore. Everything is just horrible. I need to get away for a while ( Read more... )

okay so i havent updated in a long ass time. okay so im single and i guess im happy. i mean i dont know anymore. all i seem to do is smoke pot and what not. I feel like i have nothing left to live for. I have been so depressed lately and i dont know why. I just wish everything would get better in my life. So me and Chris dont even talk anymore and ( Read more... )

This entry goes out to my Boobie, my Booper,and my Bestfriend ( Read more... )

well today was am interesting day. i guess. im just fucking sick of a lot of things right now. i would love for it to still be summer that way i can just hide in my rooom. i odn twant to see anyone or talk to anyone. i just feel like bing alone. whatever man fuck it

I guess I just need to get over him but, I don't want to. Whenever I'm with him I get this weird feeling in my stomach and, I don't want that to go away. When ever I'm in his arms it just feels so right and it feels like I'm supposed to be there. I honestly think that we are perfect for each other but,I know this is never going to work.I just need ( Read more... )

well im at the myspace cafe. With Erica and Chris. I'm not going to lie its kind've boring. But today I hung out with Erica and Chris. We cruised around the D which was fun and we walked around Downtown Detroit and rode the people mover which was amazing.
well time to leave this bitch
peace

Okay so today was cool i went to the movies with my mom and my brother and saw the lady under the water. It was really werid, but then i came home and took a lil nap. After my nap I ate then I met Michelle 1/2 way.We went back to my house for a few minutes then Chris and Greg picked us up and then we went to get Gregs girlfriend Ginger. After that ( Read more... )

oh em gee
i am so glad i found Chris. He is amazing. God has truely blessed me. he is amazing. what would i do with out him? actually its hard to believe that i had to wait 8 months for him. **coughcoughandrewcoughcough**
well fuck that i have him and hes all mine

I love you Christopher Gerald Sider with ALL of my heart

yesterday was very eventful... well lets see... i went out to breakfast w/ carly and whitney then we went to joann fabric then we went back to carlys and they dyed my hair it looks cute :) then i hung out with holly and it was amazing because i havent seen her in forever! well while we were at her house we went to the park and we were giong to play ( Read more... )