It's been awhile since I've posted. Everyting seeps to be running together. My boyfriend and I were having some issues for a while. He and I got into a huge fight about a rather big issue. I won't go into the issue because it's rather private, but it was a biggie. The fight happened a little while before PJs death so naturally it got put aside ( Read more... )

What the fuck! I Just left my room to go do some laundry so I can have clean clothes for the funeral and THE HALL LIGHT IS ON! My uncle throws a drugged out temper tantrum about the hall light being on at 4 am and then he leaves it on! This is too much. -_-

What the fuck? My mother was and is still rather distant. When she wasn't around and wasn't paying attention through middle school and high school, PJ was there for me. She was like a mother to me. Now she's dead. When my mohter couldn't afford to take care of my sister and I, we'd be sent to live with my Grandparents. My grandmother was ( Read more... )

I can't sleep. My fucking piece of trash meth-head uncle is banging around all pissed off. He just went into his bathroom and slammed a bunch of doors. He wakes up in the morning and spends 30 to 60 minutes in there. He spends his lunch break in there. He's in there now putting God only knows what into his body. Would you like to know why he' ( Read more... )

Yep. I just came back from Ambers. We sat there while I just about jumped out of my skin with antsy-ness. It's been hellish these past few days. I'm either hiding in my own private Idaho or I'm around people and about to jump out of my skin. Sometimes I really wish I had a pack of cigarettes with me at all times so I could have an excuse to go ( Read more... )

Didn't make it in to school. Fuck it. I'm just going to say that I'm taking a week off to mourn PJs death. A lot of people do it. Don't look at me like that!!! Get away from me lucky charms!!!!

Oi. So there's going to be a viewing on friday followed by a gravesite service for PJ (Amber's late mom). My mom said that she might go. Tommorow (or rather today, seeing as it's after midnight) there is going to be a private viewing for family only ( Read more... )

Oi. Is it wednesday already? Holy fucking shit ( Read more... )