Seriously though, in handling the deployment and extension, I am doing alright I suppose. Its just all the other freakin crap thats also been thrown at me, and I am realizing how much truth there is in the saying "life goes on". Its so cliche sounding, but theres no way around it. When you feel like you are stuck in a rut, or that you will never ( Read more... )

Thank you Bush for screwing over the lives of even MORE people. Not only is he sending more troops into Iraq, but extending the deployments of the ones already over there. No seriously, isnt it great that the leader of this country has absoloutly no concern for the lives hes ruining while trys to save face, and fight his daddys war. Not just of the ( Read more... )

Ok. So if you wanna know whats been going on, look my myspace blog. If you really want to know whats been going on, actually talk to me. As therapudic as it is to write stuff down, I dont feel like spilling my guts over the internet ( Read more... )

Work sucks. IF people ask me to do something for them, they shoud be nice about it. Dont play it off like a joke or something. Especially when it takes me 2 hours to do it, before I can start working on my own list of things to do. Some people there, just piss me off. Another guy who wanted in the decks got mad cause the cake lady was trying to ( Read more... )

I thought I would start posting here more often to try and get things off my chest. Basically no one reads this anyways. But I guess I feel like I am doing something productive about my frustrations. I dont want to post them in a more viewed place, because I dont want people to think that I want them to feel bad for me or that I am looking for ( Read more... )

My heart is broken. I seriously feel as if my chest is colapsing in on me. I want to escape my self and my life some times. I just want to crawl out and leave this horrible terrified shell behing. I feel stuck. I am stuck with all this untill March, and I just have to find a way to suck it up and go through each day as best I can. Each day I make ( Read more... )

RAMADI, Iraq - Even as leading Democrats talk about gradually sending troops home from Iraq, thousands of recently deployed Marines are getting their first taste of the war ( Read more... )

So this last week was kinda of retarted. Yes the snow was fun, but it really gave me more of an excuse to not go to class. I havent talked to Chris in over a week. I dont mean on the phone, I mean I have not had any comunication with him for now, 9 days. And I figured that he was probably out on some exersize or whatever. He didnt tell me anything ( Read more... )

So, yeah ( Read more... )

Classes are going way better than last quarter. Or just last year in general. Which is good. I deceided that I need to keep my mind busy while Chris is gone. Its been up and down. Some times I feel good, some times I want to hide. But I will hang in there. Its really up to me how depressed I let myself get. I know its hard, but I wouldnt have it ( Read more... )