Thats correct, my vacation is done and over with. And now I sit here at home bored out of my mind. So let me tell you about my vacation. First off we headed out in an old Blue Bird School Bus converted to an RV style ride. It was a touring bus for a local lunk band, and my friend bought it, so its all good. We made it to Normal IL, and then the bus ( Read more... )

The Real Me ( Read more... )

So another Birthday has passed, and to be honest I am suprised I am still alive. Lets see if I last another year. There were and are times I feel the need to induce pain unto my body. Just to feel alive, I do wounder how it would feel to have a bullet rip into my flesh. Odd I know, but something need and want to know. I guess I thrive for pain ( Read more... )

why is it when it seems I am happy, all seems grand. but then something happens and everything falls apart. People who call themselvs friends treat you like shit. They ignore you, they say they will call right back and never do. What the hell is wrong with people these days. I know I am not the greatest person in the world, I know I may be the ( Read more... )

I have come to a realization. Some people are meant to be happy, and some are not. I found that I am one that is meant not to be happy. I have loved for the last time, I have let my heart feel again. And as ussual it was shattered. Not by the hands of the one I loved, but by my own insecurities and inadaquacies. She did nothing wrong but to ( Read more... )

1. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
2. I will then tell what song[s] remind me of you.
3. Next, I will tell you who you remind me of, celebrity/animated or otherwise.
4. Last, i will try to name a single word that best describes you.
5. Put this in your journal

I hate this year. It blows. lets turn back the clocks.

Friends keep drifting away. I hate getting close to people. Cuase they all just end up leaving.

Woohoo, I love my life. I feel like I want to cry, yet I cannot. I want to share my heart, but i cannot. I want to be happy, but thats a lie ( Read more... )

Why is it everytime I feel comvertable with a woman, someting has to rip us apart? Can I just find one woman who would love me for who I am? Is that fucking possible anymore? or am I just looking for the impossible.. maybe I should of just kept my dam heart closed. Maybe I should just go back into my fucking hole and seclude myself from ( Read more... )