Pain beckons my soul, it torments my mind, it ravages my body, it feeds my desire. Pain is my Immortal Salvation, for it has never forsaken me. I owe pain my loyalty.

My mind wonders in amazement as I find my truth of life becoming a great lie. My thoughts vanishing before me as I lay in my sorrowful existence. The real me never to be seen by your eyes.Love is just a lost thought and something I shall never hold. Today I cried tears of regret. Not of what I have done, but what is to come. A future lies and ( Read more... )

So yeah, its been forever since I updated this damn thing ( Read more... )

I feel I am loosing who I am. Wondering in a barron waste land of my mind. A hollowed shell of what I was once. IT just seems that life is slipping away from me, and my hands are tied behind my back. It seems every time I grasp what I think is sanity, it ends up being nothing but a figment of my imagination. Crawling for my minds release and my ( Read more... )

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So the time has come for my friend to pass. A three year war with Cancer, hopes and dreams of a normal life flushed away. But he is in a better place now, free of pain and suffering. One of my friends, one of the gang, how could it be that he dies so young? He leaves behind a loving family, and caring friends ( Read more... )

Life, death, succes and failure. What is the difference between them? I will tell you, nothing but persprective. One mand failure is another mans success. One persons life, is anothers death, and so on ( Read more... )

To all those who smoke and think nothing of the person sitting next to you ( Read more... )

Realtiy is Fantasy ( Read more... )

Compassion’s lost ( Read more... )