Chris the fortune cookie. I like it. I'll have to tell katie that she's now dating a fortune cookie.
And I'm not completely hopeless, just longing for individuality. Like, I suppose, everyone else on the planet. It really helps just knowing that people are listening and behind me, supporting me--thank you.
my upmost apologies...saint_angelusFebruary 1 2006, 05:25:36 UTC
I did not wish to even imply you as hopeless. Just, I didnt want you to feel alone in the feeling. There have been times where I felt very much the same. And though not for some time now, I have felt it and had to deal with it. I am honored to be one to listen and support.
I know exactly how you feel, for the longer than I care to remember I've been the person people ran to with problems looking for advice on anything, I had my own beliefs and thoughts, they we're good because I was able to keep myself from the social influence of the cliches at school. But not one of those people ever considered me more than anything than just someone to listen to them. Your paragraph about the "archetypal 'best friend' figure" expressed so well how I felt for those years. I just want to say that I know exactly what you mean, and try not to let it get you down. Sorry I don't have much to say about it, but know that you are your own. Even though you might not understand yourself, or who you "really" are, you should just realize that you exist and live to be you. Maybe we should focus on our actions and our expression to find out who we are. I'm not one to go soul searching for anything, so I have nothing to offer on that
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Thanks Andy-- and I could never hate you, not after the penguins, lucky charms, and presbyterians of engineering camp! Although you still have me one-upped in air hockey, and I'm not entirely sure if I can permit that ;)
I'm glad to hear that I'm not alone in my little universe, and I know it will pass. It always does. I'm generally a very happy person, but you can't really tell from reading my lj lately...
haha, those we're some amazing games of airhockey, I might have to fly up to you and play you again sometime, a plane ticket is most definately worth spending a day with you playing air hockey, good times =D maybe I'll even order a penguin and bring it with me. haha
So if I see a crazy ninja-Texan walking around with a penguin, I'll know its you. Got it. Oo, and you should totally get the penguin go-kart so your penguin can be your chauffer. That was one crazy night in the project room, to come up with so many jokes that we're still using ;)
I'm here for ya!scorpian2786February 1 2006, 04:23:57 UTC
Hey hun- Just wanted to let you know, that if you ever need someone to talk to I'm always here for ya! I'm just an e-mail, IM, or phone call away, so don't hesitate to ask if ya just need someone to talk to! Other than that, hope all is going well, and keep in touch! Love ya!
*jumps up and down* I'm here! I'm here! Although I may be blocked by tall people and difficult to see...I'm sorry things arent going so well, but you know where to find me if you need me. I hope things improve, otherwise we can practice escapism and have a wonderful fruits basket/ddr marathon next time im home or over spring break or even on the way to waukesha(sp?)...tee hee I have it DLed on my computer :-P Have a wonderful day!
sweet, i may have to yoink fruits basket from you this weekend then. And we just may have to have a fruits basket marathon on the way to waukesha...though i don't think ddring in the car would work too well... :P
Maybe we couldnt ddr in the car but ddring on top of the car might be pretty hardcore... definately fruits basket tho. *anime pose + pink bubble back ground* hehe
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Chris the fortune cookie. I like it. I'll have to tell katie that she's now dating a fortune cookie.
And I'm not completely hopeless, just longing for individuality. Like, I suppose, everyone else on the planet. It really helps just knowing that people are listening and behind me, supporting me--thank you.
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I'm glad to hear that I'm not alone in my little universe, and I know it will pass. It always does. I'm generally a very happy person, but you can't really tell from reading my lj lately...
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Just wanted to let you know, that if you ever need someone to talk to I'm always here for ya! I'm just an e-mail, IM, or phone call away, so don't hesitate to ask if ya just need someone to talk to! Other than that, hope all is going well, and keep in touch!
Love ya!
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