how come you can't met good people at the bar? good people go to the bar. so where are they ( Read more... )

has been quite educational ( Read more... )

I'm finally starting to enjoy singledom

two nights ago I stayed up all night with one of the sailing instructers and we giggled like school girls the whole time,

I havent seen ethan in two weeks and while I'm throughly ticked it almost helps considering he's leaving in two weeks

so....

okay

gone tubing both down a river and ( Read more... )

I'm really really frustrated and jealous and mad and tired

I'm tired of watching couples be cute and kiss and cuddle

and I'm tired of being jealous because my boyfriend hates doing those things so I must sacrafice feeling good about myself

and comfortable

and I'm mad because it's such a dumb reason to be unhappy

we need to have a talk

being an adult sucks

and being broke sucks

I miss being independent

I miss where I was before I was dating someone.......

I think I'm going to try to get that back...

I CHALLANGE MYSELF!

this has been a very interesting month. I've learned a lot about myself..... actually I've learned and confermed things I hate..... but for some reason I'm still

what the phuck

I know I say this all the time

but I really need something to change.

I just shouldnt have friends for a while.

because I'm not very good at it.

so this week has been pretty awesome ( Read more... )

this isn't working out ( Read more... )