so i just back from ct. it was only a weekend but it felt so much longer. i had a great time besides the fact of being literally stalked by a crazy ex girlfriend and being called a little fucking home wrecking bitch.  hahaha but i guess that all just added to the experience.

so will's going home to NY tomm and he offered me a ride to CT. my dad fronted me money and i think by tomorrow afternoon i'll be in conn if all goes well. i'll guess we''ll see.  :)

don't tell me you're going to call to prove a point. by not calling you obviously proved one.

and if you want to talk for hours
just go ahead now.

one month ! i'm so excited.

i also officially just started the alcohol research study at Brown. I'm either taking this epilepsy drug or a placebo and i have no idea.  i have to carry this palm pilot around so it can ask me questions and  tell it when i drink. madd annoying. but in 6 weeks i'm getting $800. fucking sweet.

 new year.
 big changes. 
for serious.

Happy New Year ! hope everyone had a fun and safe night !

 i've never felt so suffocated in my entire life.
since when am I the heartless bitch?

i think i need to do the 40 days and 40 nights type thing.
anyone want to place a bet? ha

 hahahahahahahahahahahahahha. last night was fuckin' nuts, as far as i remember.

i hope you had a great birthday maeve !

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