Ok so only one person besides me can understand my last entry.. And that is Sam.. I keep telling myself that I am happy, and If i keep telling my self that i almost believe it.. But the truth is i couldnt be anymore miserable.. I know that she dumped me, And that was her choice but shes still telling me that she loves me.. Im so confused and ( Read more... )

So my last entry was in the summer and this will be my last ever!

I broke up with Sam the other day, and im glad.. I just want to be single for a while and enjoy my high school experience.. I get my license in a month or so and I cant wait. Thats pretty much it.. Im very happy right now i have a shit ton of cash and im ready for christmas to get

I hate myself right about now... Only one person will really know why.. I feel like an asshole but at the same time I know that I shouldnt because I feel like I didnt Do anything Wrong... Why am I so fucking retarded. This was pointless... I dunno.. Fuck

Quick update here. I just got back from my game We lost 2-0 Matt Fulton threw a no hitter. I got walked. I go to moms tonight then i have a game tommorow at 2:30 then i get my truck and then come home. So this weekend i should be very busy. So yeah... I should be very entertaining... I guess thats it for now...

Just a short one here but I just found out yesterday that my stepdad doesnt have do go through chemo yet. So thankfully as of now there is a god. Hes doing alot better and hes taking some meds. So keep your fingers crossed for him. I would really apreciate it. Thanks

Ok so i just need to vent so this could be very long ( Read more... )

So vacation was great saw a great show with my great girlfriend and a good friend. I spent some time with sam and went to baseball and bought a pink shirt. lol. may not sound like much but it was very fun. I enjoyed almost every minute of it. ill write later.

I love everything that I have and though it has taken me a while to figure it out. I love every minute of it. I have a wonderful girlfriend who i can make smile and I can make her happy, and she can do the same for me in return. I love it. I am just so happy.

Wow i just got some of the worst news of my life ( Read more... )

This weekend was great I loved every single waking minute of it. And you ALL know what happened. But you will never know the deatails unless Sam tells you. :/

Ohh and I HATE My asshole Father...