Odd enough, it seems there is going to be a problem. Big fucking surprise, right? So what happens when I cant deal with it? I know what will happen but do you. If things were different, would they really be?

I've decided I'm insane. I'm confused...and I need to die. How did I come to this conclusion? Assholes. Pure Assholes.

You used to hide me from that shit...or rather I hid from it when you were around. >.< I miss you.

It's confusing to me. I want your happiness more than anything. Regardless on who it is with. I just want to see your smile and know that the warmth of your laughter flows freely. I feel as if I pushed you from me inadvertently. I will always be here for you. Ready to hold you. To love you.

To love. To hold. To miss.

I miss you.

By Phil Becker

i wait for the day that our lips shall meet
i'll feel your warmth, so loveing, so sweet

i wait till the day i can hold you in my arms
pressed tight to my chest
tucked out of harm

i wait for the moment i can lean close to your ear
wisper "i love you"
and feel the sadness disapear...

I'm done. I love you. You matter to me a lot. You moved on. I guess i will too. Will always care for you. Thank you for teaching me more about relationships.

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So right now I'm confused but hey, what else is new? You confuse me. You want me but you dont. You want me to move on, but you dont. You want me to forget you, but you dont. You dont want to care, but you do. You dont want me to think about you, but you like the fact I do. So....Uhm...o.O I dun get it. I dont know. I give up trying to understand. ( Read more... )