Why is her fucking hair still all over my shit?!?!?
I take great issue.
It's like each one of them mocks my existence.

Man, what a terrible thing to happen.

Why do I feel like my brain is the enemy of my heart? I wish I could convince one or the other that there was no battle to be won or lost, and that we are all friends here. I feel, a lot of times , that I am crazy. I continuously drive my self even more insane with any spare time, no matter how long it is, thinking excessively about every aspect of ( Read more... )

Fuck you, seriously. I don't know why I still give a shit. I don't know how I still give a shit. But I really wish I could just feel good, not think about you and, live my fucking life. Fuck you.

I'm gonna go learn how to play racquetball.

Holy shit ( Read more... )

Shit, I don't even know what to say. All the years I've been on the island with a girlfriend I never imagined how hard it must be to have a significant other, or someone I cared for so dearly be there and me not. It is excruciating. I know the rift. Its done me wrong several times including now. I am worried that my energy and thought is being ( Read more... )

Today driving home from Connecticut, after a long hard day of work. Alone with no music due to a lapse in memory and leaving it at a customer's house (no worries mate, I'll be back on Monday.). I was struck by the misty skyline of Providence and for the first time I was glad to be coming back.

Why do I feel so terrible ( Read more... )

There are so many things I think about during the day that I would like to elaborate more upon on Livejournal but when the time comes I totally forget what it was or completely forget about LJ altogether... Like right now. I was shopping for groceries about an hour ago and thought of something that I was very interested in Wiki-ing and then ( Read more... )

I've got a car ( Read more... )

Well, here I am. Put a down payment on my car today. F-in ordeal the whole thing was. I spent a good part of 3 hours at the dealership. Could've had the car today but apparently the insurance company checks credit and my credit cards are all linked to Western Mass. I'm not sure why that all matters but it seems to deny me for RI insurance. I think ( Read more... )