What a sad day…I am leaving this live journal behind and moving on to a new one with a new name. From now on, I am going to write under the usernameaskme2stay. Justin is gonna be pist that it is not something about him, but after my last username, I have learned to make them not include boyfriends. Anyway, everyone should add me because…you know you are ( Read more... )

I hate my hair. I am so tired of this hair color. I have been a blonde since I was born. It’s def time for a change. When I get my hair highlighted next month, I am making it darker. I think I want to put like brown streaks in it. I wanted to do this last summer but my hairdresser forbid me to. I think she was just feeling lazy ( Read more... )

I think that I had one of the most uneventful weekends of my life…and I loved it. The majority of my weekend was spent watching quality HBO programming. Even though I work for Comcast, I know nothing about the technology that is available. Unbeknownst to me, there is something on digital cable boxes that allows you to watch any HBO show, any time ( Read more... )

LOL, the title of my entry is so funny....it makes it sound as if a Monica Lewinsky wannabe. But no, the real reason for my love of Tommy boy is that he lowered the terrorism threat level from orange to yellow. Thus, they don't need that many guards in New York City, thus meaning that Justin doesn't have to go! All I can say is thank God...and I ( Read more... )

Justin leaves Saturday now instead of Sunday....could my life get more shitty? He comes back the 15th of February meaning that not only will he not be here for Valentine's Day, he will miss my 2nd trial for the bicyclist, our 8 month anniversary, moving back into school, and just other stuff that I wanted him here for. I am so selfish....here is he ( Read more... )

Did you ever wake up with the feeling that you have like a ton of bricks on your chest? For the past two mornings that is how I felt. It’s like my heart actually hurts. Justin found out yesterday that he will be leaving on Sunday and I am absolutely hysterical. Yesterday he came over and I must have cried to him for at least an hour. Picture the ( Read more... )

Well 2004 sure is off to a rocky start, but that was to be expected. God forbid my life be drama free for once. Justin informed me yesterday that he is going to volunteer to be a guard at one of the tunnels in New York City. While I admire his courage and his desire to serve his country, I am also kind of bitter because he will have to leave me for ( Read more... )

Goodbye 2003!!!!
1. What did you do in 2003 that you'd never done before?
Went on a date with a thirty year old, got drunk every night during finals week, got video taped doing a sexual act to my boyfriend. Lovely2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year ( Read more... )

Well the last time that I updated it was the day before Christmas Eve and now it is the day before New Year’s Eve. Good Lord. Things have been so fucking crazy and it has not been a good week at all. I can’t wait for New Year’s Day just so I can have a day off. I am staying in bed all day and nursing my hangover ( Read more... )

Well I am officially on day 4 of my Christmas break, but it sure doesn’t feel like it. I have basically been working every single day and have had absolutely no free time. I haven’t seen any of my friends that are home from college and I forget what Justin looks like. LOL. I think I am going to give Victoria’s Secret my two weeks this weekend. I ( Read more... )