Well I'm back here at Roberts. Part of me is glad and the other part just wants to cry and go home. Maybe once all my friends are back and classes start tomorrow things won't be so bad, but for now i want to go home to brandon, my sister, my mommy and daddy. You dont really realize how much you like to be around them till they aren't here ( Read more... )

Today for some reason i have been really really emotional. I'm not sure why? Everything people say gets to me and i dont know why. I could be just sitting here and feel like crying. I think though that i've gotten pretty good at putting up a front. Not letting people know how i feel or what's really happening on the inside. I'm sure if someone knew ( Read more... )

THREE THINGS ABOUT YOU!!! Copy, and re-post into your own bulletin with your 3 things ( Read more... )

Well i dont know why but tonight i've been having a rough night. All i feel like doing is crying. I miss brandon... a lot... I dont know why, and i dont want to cry. I thought that when he got home he would talk to me and make me happy. He was playing his game, not a problem just figured i'd talk to him after, well he asked me about this kid. Well ( Read more... )

Well i've been here a little over a month. I like it more than my last entry. I love the friend's i've made. I still don't feel comfortable with my teachers or classes. But maybe it will come with a little more time ( Read more... )

Well this is my first day at college in my dorm. I'm so sad. I'm trying not to let it show but i miss my family and brandon sooooooooo much. I cried like a baby when brandon left for work thursday and today i cried like a baby when my sister, mom and dad left. For all this time i couldn't wait to be out of the house and now that i am i hate it. I ( Read more... )

I'm in North Carolina... I love being here but today has been a bad day all around. First we go to Brandon's friends house his name is jason. We sit around in his stinky dirty trailer for like 45 min and wait for him. Then brandon asks me what's wrong and i tell him that the place stinks and i feel like im going to throw up and it's dirty so he get ( Read more... )

well here i am crying again!!! brandon wrecked his car, but that isn't why i am crying... we went to honda to look at honda civic's and they had this subaru and i let brandon test drive it and all of a sudden he wants it!!!! NO!!! it's a 19,000.00 car that he can't afford. My parent said if he gets the Honda civic for 15,000.00 he can have our old ( Read more... )

well i know we've had a really good summer with out too much rain, i just find the rain to be gloomy and depressing. It also makes me tired. well one of brandon's friend, jason, is coming up in two weeks or so. Then a week after that me and brandon are going down there. It should be fun. We didnt' do much today because it's been raining. I've been ( Read more... )

Well just got back from seeing Batman Begins with Brandon and Lauri. It was pretty good. About half way through the movie you figure out what is going to happen and have to wait till the last ten min. to find out what happens. Some parts are confusing and I dont think they thought them through but overall it was a good movie ( Read more... )