so, i've decided i'm going to talk to linus again i think. i want to tell him my feelings for him. i love him. i'm going to write to brittany and get her opinion, first. i have to decide if i'm going to call him or write to him. i'm going to tell him how i feel, and that i know he said he doesn't have feelings for me, but i need to put it out ( Read more... )

sooo a few months back, i was having issues with aaron, the guy i wrote about before. now i'm over him, but i'm in a really similar situation with linus. it's kinda complicated, and i dunno if you guys want all the details, so i'm not gonna go into it. if you wanna know, let me know and i'll tell you. anywho... i'll give you the basics. linus ( Read more... )

i just had the best 4 days of my life. seriously. but it's all over now. for a little while...

so... i'm no longer friends with kate. she was supposedly my best friend, but she went all crazy and wierd. long story. really long. anywho... the strange thing is that i feel relieved not to be her friend anymore. i thought i'd be really sad, but i'm not at all. but i don;t want to dwell on that. i'm just glad it's over. so... i'm going ( Read more... )

ok, so linus, kate, lasha, and other people i'm forgetting at the moment all broke up with their boyfriends/girlfriends. on fri. 13th. but they didn't plan it or anything, they just all did it. wtf? so, kate and i have been drunk for like the last 3 or 4 days. i don't remember how many it's been. this is really really crazy! i don't know ( Read more... )

k... here's the conversation i had with the guy at hollywood video...approximately ( Read more... )

k... so a few weeks ago, i went on a date with this guy, david. he's funny, and he's really sweet, but i dunno... i just didn't feel anything. we got along well, but i dunno if he's more than a friend to me. but he really likes me. a lot. like... my friend set us up, and he talks about me to her all the time. i'm gonna see him again, ( Read more... )

I BOUGHT A FREAKING GUITAR!!! i've wanted to play forever, and i couldn't sleep a few nights ago, so i was on eBay at like 5 am... lol. but i saw it, and i was like whoa! that's soooo pretty! it's shiny black. it's an acoustic. i will learn to play it. i have to, now that i bought it. ahhh! i can't wait for it to get here!

i'm really quite happy right now, which is very relieving... i think that's the right word... anyways.. so that guy who is my issue is no longer my issue, i've decided. for the last few days, i've really started hating him... or really disliking him. i've realized how selfish he really is. and what he did to me was... horrible. at first, i ( Read more... )

he's seeing another girl. i think he really likes her, too. but i know her too, and they don't seem like they'd go well together. this really sucks. i'm really confused at the moment. i still have feelings for him, but i'm ok with not being with him... i'm not sure how i feel anymore. i want to be friends, but i can't see him if he's with ( Read more... )