here is what i'm thinking ( Read more... )

I bought a raggety little notebook to write it. I find this liberating becuase no one will ever see it and this practice is referred to as, "writing practice". (creative, eh?) Ok so the whole point of it is to plow through the pointless bullshit thoughts that go through your head each day to get to something that might actually turn into a ( Read more... )

I hate my job ( Read more... )

"Write the truest sentence you know."
-Hemingway

I am such an exhibitionist I would be surprised to find myself doing anything in private that I didn't want others to know about. This isn't how I always was... maybe it is. Constantly exposing myself makes my "crazy" feel more justified.

I just wish that others were as attentive voyers as I am.

I need to say that I am completely overwhelmed with the wedding planning process ( Read more... )

How long does it take you to know you’ve outgrown a person ( Read more... )

it's a staph infection, which hurts like hell. I have a huge tumor on my neck and a white bandage to cover it and three different kinds of medicine, creams and pills.

I'd like to know why I always end up with the awkward bandage sicknesses? the eye patch, now the neck patch. I look ridiculous, i'm done trying to be cute.

The blisters in my neck have become infected and formed some sort of cyst/tumor. My dad went in the hospital on Friday and I cried in the national city bathroom for what felt like an hour. People annoy me. I want to get away, i'm spending all my time exersizing, sleeping or watching tv. its really the opposite life i want but it keeps me busy.

I have so many mean things I want to say to people. not mean, but true. But i won't ever say them ( Read more... )