I love Allie

I said I'd love her forever. I will. I never started and i never stopped because i truly meant forever. Out of time and place. No beginning or end, the head swallows the tail.

This hurts so bad and it doesn't faze me in the slightest. This isn't a battle. Its an offering...the only one i can give

If only she could believe it. Magic is real.

But where does she go?

Anywhere I am not. Everywhere I can't.

Piece by piece she parts herself out for the warmth that knowing she is wanted brings.

One and only for one time only.

limited supplies

enter.

My honesty is a front.

I lied about one thing. it was big.

I am, in fact, not OK.

but i might be.

too much too often.

shutup brain.

shut your whore mouth.

she loves him.

this is how it happens.

i really thought we were forever.

forever doesnt take vacations every 5 years.

it is what it is. fuck it.

Carefully chose words are careless through design

dont mention me

mention them

dont speak of me

speak of him

Partial solutions will break my heart if drugs dont do it first.

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Hayyyyy

fuck you