lauren is a doormat.

i can't stop crying and i've spent the whole night with courtney talking about how everything has started falling apart since sarah's been gone.

i don't like the new livejournal format. the other day when i didn't go to school on monday i wish i would have known i was going to be sick so i could have slept in. i don't feel like going to school tomorrow just like every other day only i know that tomorrow i'm getting out at 1:15 and i don't have to take my algebra test. only i wish i could ( Read more... )

i don't have diabetes and i'm getting my contacts tomorrow and i went ( bald. )

The farther I rise, the slower it gets. Up to the pinnacle, and then it forgets. It folds back on itself, and I am reborn. A big, brand new baby with a nosebleed. The closer you are, the quicker it hits. It gathers your pieces, and blows them to bits. Thrown back into space, to settle again. A new kind is ready, and then it begins ( Read more... )

I'm going to start an offline journal and see how that works out instead of this one since I don't like it but feel like I always want to say something. I have two new boyfriends named Dave Eggers and Karl Blau. My mom and I are living together beautifully and I saved up over $70 in pennies and quarters for new jeans that is now going into my ( Read more... )

By tomorrow night I will have read every piece of work written by Chuck Palahniuk because I'm a freak and I don't know what it is about him that drives me crazy. All of my animals have gone anorexic and my dog never shuts the fuck up anymore. Lately a lot of songs have made me want to cry a lot but I haven't, which is good, except for the time I ( Read more... )

I wish Sarah would stop being five hours ahead of me so I could call her whenever I want to, instead of realizing it's too late every time I do. Perfect time to call her at one in the morning. I miss her and I want to talk to her. Madeline got her license finally, so no more complaining. Today was utterly awful and I am not going camping ( Read more... )

I have been drawing a lot again lately, maybe I'll post some things but probably not, and now I have texting. Text, text, texting is bad. Anyway, I hope I get that job and I can make some money by going to the movies. Also, The Fiery Furnaces are taking over my life right now along with Eisley and Casiotone for the Painfully Alone. I watched ( Read more... )

I've been out walking. I don't do too much talking these days, these days. These days I seem to think a lot about the things that I forgot to do, and all the times I had the chance to. I've stopped my rambling. I don't do too much gambling these days, these days. These days I seem to think about how all the changes came about my ways, and I ( Read more... )