tonight i was at harris teeter and there was this black couple whos car had broken down and there was this young white man helping them fix it and when he was done they hugged and i just thought it was the sweetest thing ever. it brought tears to my eyes. i wish the world could always be like that.

So, lately, I've been trying to make time for everyone and I end up forgetting about other people and they get mad, and.. I don't know. It's hard making everyone happy and I feel like if I continue doing things the way I am, I might just end up alone. Ugh.

I can't stop thinking about that night...

I feel really empty right now... and alone. I'm not good at balancing things out and prioritizing. I guess I should work on that...

it feels so good to finally think about someone other than you
and write about someone other than you.

so, i've been really clumsy lately.
i've succesfully ran over two curbs, hit a trashcan, hit a soccer goal, and went forward in reverse while driving this weekend, and i'm typically not a bad driver or atleast not that bad. and on top of that, i ( Read more... )

I'm trying hard not to think about him...

[Expectations lead to let downs.]

edit;; Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory [2005] is probably the best movie ever. I've watched it three times already and Johnny Depp is amazing in it. ♥ ♥ ♥

yay; new journal [again]
i decided i'm not going to make this journal friends only, but comment to be added anyway.
<3