I am working on my project for English right now because it's due tomorrow and I feel so retarded and elementary. I mean I don't think my writing has ever sounded so stupid and kindergarten-ish, but I mean how else do I answer a question like "What is your favorite color and why?" Ugh. I have successfully made myself feel stupid numerous times ( Read more... )

4:56- School wasn't as bad as I thought it was going to be when I woke up this morning. I woke up feeling horrible; not physically, but emotionally. The word "self-hate" kept running through my head. Then, I got on the bus (which happened to be like 10 minutes late and it was freezing outside) and I listened to The Postal Service and it made me ( Read more... )

For once in my life, I'd like to be the girl that gets the guy. sdlafkjweiojlfsdk. I was going to make a long heartfelt, meaningful post about love and all that shit, but I can't because I'll just dig myself deeper into that hole of depression and self-pity. Plus, Futurama is on and it's too distracting, which is good. I need to distract myself ( Read more... )

( Santa )

words can't describe last night.

i'm shaking now because i don't want to lose you,
not now.
definitely not now.

My hands in yours,
and now i feel so empty and alone.

I'm at school and I'm sick. I feel a lot better than I did this morning, but I still don't feel too well. I've almost completely lost my voice, and when I laugh or try and sound happy I sound like a chipmunk. Hahaha. Yeah.

I sketched some stuff last night. I'm actually very satisfied with them, surprisingly. Well, I'm going to go write or

the video arcade: i love sneezing
the video arcade: it feels so much better
yelojeep22: oh man, when you're sick and you get a really big sneeze! whew, the BEST feeling
the video arcade: YES IT IS!
yelojeep22: except for the occasional sneeze that really hurts your thoat
the video arcade: oh yeah!
the video arcade: i had one of those sneezes this ( Read more... )

the video arcade: i had spanish homework.. i gave up.
the video arcade: i had computer homework.. i gave up.
the video arcade: i started to read the 6th harry potter.. i gave up.
NotUrbanEnough: haha
NotUrbanEnough: i like your attitude

...it was just one of those days.

Today the sky held the bright white of the dull clouds and the earth was eerily lit up, but without the sun there are no shadows and everything becomes more blunt, more real.

This morning I woke up to excruciating pain in the lower half of my body and all I could think to do was ask people to get pain killers although that was no help because I was ( Read more... )

I was looking back on old memories, and I realized how much I miss talking to you; how much I miss thinking about you. Even though I shouldn't miss you. Not one bit. Oh, and did I mention you're like a disease. I swear, I think I finally got rid of you and then you come back and spill images of yourself all throughout my brain... images of us. ( Read more... )