i got into a car acident on my way home from dinks house this morning :(

college girl that hates school times forever and a day.

i go to school i go to work i eat i shit i sleep. and still, life manages to suck all the time.

i need a hug.

im 18. im graduating high school. im signed out of academics and am pretty much done with school ( Read more... )

lalalalalala..... shits been okay. 17 days left of school...and then college. IF i graduate ( Read more... )

my vacation was ill. 420 was fucking awesome. the 21 erika threw me and jenns birthday party, an awesome fucking party. the 22 was metal and hardcore fest, i got another concussion and i <3 mosh pits. then saturday i bought shrooms ( Read more... )

my mom said we cant drink at my party. and i got really pissed. i held up my end of the deal which was to stay at the bank and do good. im a fucking teller there now bitch. where the fucks the boooze? i thought about russ today. i miss him ( Read more... )

shits been fucking crazy. me and christa are cool again. i love it, its so much better this way. im playing softball again ( Read more... )

this past week has been really....i dont even know. my grandfather died on sunday and thursday was the burial service. it was so sad. i miss him so much. i dont know, ive had him there my whole life and now for the rest of it he wont be there. but hes in a better place now where he can walk and breathe and be with grandma, or so im told ( Read more... )

i dont think russ is going to make it through the night. he just looks so fucking pathetic in his bed and i cant help but think how much i shouldve done for him when i had the chance. i cant stop crying. this shit is so fucking stupid. i cant picture life without him and i know i have to. this hurts more than you could ever know.

im really sad.

and you wont even try to help.