There are no cries for help in what I'm writing. Im just writing it in the one place no one will check but you. Im sorry you have to read this. You shouldnt bear this burden. But you dont have to read any further. Make no mistake, no cries of help. Because nothing can change whats going to happen. I have finally given up. Im not an angel, ( Read more... )

So I have not posted hear in ages because well I've been gone, mentally. For those who dont know, I took some steps forward that I never thought I would again. After what happpened years ago I didn't think I ever would, after what happened... But I did, and no sooner than I did I was shot down again. I don't think anyone will ever want a future ( Read more... )

I wish my world was safe ( Read more... )

(NOTE* Read it at a fast pace ( Read more... )

Snowflies ( Read more... )

I lost what I wanted ( Read more... )

I have come to the conclusion of the lie ( Read more... )

Ive been sleeping lately. But when I sleep I do not dream. Not anymore. Awhile back I was walking through doors, so to speak, that would send me to another time and another place where I could find answers to questions I always seek. I week ago I walked through one that nearly made me want to kill myself when I woke up ( Read more... )

If I knew how ( Read more... )

Its been months since I consulted my cards to read what is to come about. For a long time I ignored them because I know they are always right. Not because of magic and sorcery, but because I know that I will always be driven to that end. I can see the choices and roads that already will lay before me and how they will all play out in the end. ( Read more... )