Alright soo I have not posted anything in here in about a year, but looking through here I realized I have friends on here I only keep updated with through livejournal...sooo here goes a year long update. LOL

Ok so a very great deal can happen in a year and it looks like it was May 2008 since I posted last.

( April 2009-June 2009 )

Just take me away from the light and the dark and this pain that i feel dwelling up inside me like a child starving to death on the streets ( Read more... )

For those of you who missed part one, I was out of work for two months on Short Term Disability due to extreme anxiety attacks causing frequent blackouts ( Read more... )

On april 24th my only daughter will be 3 years old ( Read more... )

I hate sitters ( Read more... )

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Random Bitch Post b/c Sometimes you gotta ( Read more... )

Imagine this, the most annoying of occurrences by the way, that you are at a part amongst people that you love and trust and yet do not feel complete ( Read more... )

"I love you as my little sister and always will. I will never abandon you or replace you in my heart or my life. You will always be welcome with me and I will be here at every panic moment, every 3 am nightmare, every joyous announcement.My wings will always open for you my love. Your angel will never fail you. You are the first to see my wings and ( Read more... )

Saturday 9/23, Sunday 9/24

Luckily I was able to get off work for a couple days and spend some time with Nate before he had to leave on his next journey. This was a nice thing. So late Friday night I drove to Rowe and entered the party. It was fun, got to see some good friends and of course my love.

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