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the sound of a bell-sustaining . .
this morning my friend taught me something i have been trying to learn for over 15 years. . . listening to the silence i saw a fox, poised, then jumping in the air to capture a mouse. . awake and alive came on the radio, and it all changed. . . all these skeins, brought together in a single moment. . then scattering away like a flock of ( Read more... ) -
Who knew?
So the doctor wants to unfuck my head ( Read more... ) -
just this, that is all
so there is no poetry in my soul tonite. there are no words to thread together in a skein of beauty nor horror. just these feelings. just these things i have inside that i cannot say to those around me ( Read more... ) -
gettin' older, day by day. . .
so i talked to the first love of my life, the other nite ( Read more... ) -
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Music, quiet. It's funny how the right music can be so quiet. And trickles over your mind like meltwater from a high mountain glacier.
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Curiosity
have you ever given it all up, the job, the career, the money? Just to explore? To live?
i am full of in-between this morn. . trying just to stay alive.
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ashes to ashes, all fall down
here we are, once again.
caught between madness and cardinal sin. -
winter, spring, and the coming of dawn.
last nite i left my bed and wandered downstairs. by the glow of late night advertisements, i found a semblance of quietude and fell into sleep.
this morning the house has been groaning in the high winds, my truck has her back against the storm like a horse, mane flying forward. . i have forgotten the stillness in a storm. i love winter. the cold ( Read more... ) -
who said its better to hurt than feel nothing at all?
. feel like a bag of glass. . the edges keep scraping and fracturing. breaking down.
breaking down.
sometimes it hurts so bad, you forget to feel.
then it flares up, the wound opens.
and the blood flows, the tears flow. and the chest constricts.
sometimes it hurts so much i forget to breathe.
sometimes it hurts so much i forget to live. -
early am
"i'm gonna break your heart"
she whispered to me.
"i'm gonna tear your soul to shreds. "