3:30am yay, at friends place. they all had to go to bed for work tomorow. me, i have no such ties to responsablitly and thus will be not working. however the dull side of that is not work and no getting cash. cash is good for 2 things paying off bills. and saving for a trip. getting a bar license is a must as well. all things concidered i should be ( Read more... )

its been a while but im back. lots has happened over the last years. ive moved out. got a house. liz my gf became my soon to be wife. got a car, got a second car, sold a car, racked up lots of dept. grown alot. lost some gained some and had a rollercoster of a ride doing it all. dad had a heart operation. ive had 3 jobs since last we spoke. tech ( Read more... )

its bloody 8:30 on a saturday and im awake, grr. ohh well anyways what i really want to talk about is schoolies. i would recomend to anyone planing on hosting one of these that between 10 and 15 is plenty in terms of people. i have 20, eep! back to the drawing board.

im soo sick of being sick. the result of the ear infection was anibiotics, the result of tosilitice was anit biotics, and now my fucking eye has an infection and guess what, more fucking anti biotics. well guess what im fucking sick of it. hopefully i can stop tacking these fucking pills and get back on with life and me working properly, as for the ( Read more... )

well its come to that time again where we have to sit silently in a room for an hr doing nothing but writing about courts, judges and the parliament, never a fun time. ohh well anyways ive gotr a free first period anyway so that always a good thing, i could have sleeped in. damn! yawn so i figgured i would get back on my lovely live journal and ( Read more... )

yay its not even half way through the year but we have a plan for schoolies, actualy we have a few. including one i was just informed of. for those of u out there involved in the schoolies discusion, i might be able to get my place together for a price of 50 per person. like i mean my holiday house, 3 minute drive from the beach, 5min walk from the ( Read more... )

i feel alown and abandoned, people i once trusted in have left me and now i lie hear bloodied and tawn. those who have brought me joy now have teamed up with those who nearly destroyed me and now im am hear, in nothingness, a place where nothing existst but sorow hurt and misery, i lie bloodied and tawn with no place to go. i have lost the people i ( Read more... )

sigh sitting in this room makes me realise how much the human body needs to have something to do, the cosiquences of not having something to do make the mind go insain. it sucks. more importaintly it makes u think about things that u dont want to be thinking about and u try to distract urself with work. i hate having to think about 3/4 of the ( Read more... )

as u may or maynot know my mum is a fasion designer amd as such she is making a dress out of ties. interesting idea i think. i think i might get 3 for myself!

life sucks for a muso when they cant hear what they are playing, ive realised really what a genious beethoven was not being able to hear but still composing great symphonies.
so today im making a tribute to beethoven and all other hearing impared musos.