"I'm tired of losing myself to some stupid childhood dream of what I could have been."

We are all tired of dying, but I'm fucking tired of you not trying.

I'd rather be forgotten than remembered for giving in.

Fuck I haven't been on here in a while. I've been doing the same shit as last month pretty much. Lately I've been freaking out and asking myself if I'm really engaging with everyday life as much as possible. It's realitively normal for me to do that shit. I've been reading this book called FLOW by mihaly chhcdkshcewrwfvcy (I have no idea how to ( Read more... )

Fcuk I eat everything these days. Fucking medication-cocktail fuck. Whatever, I'll just have a fat face........that is the sacrifice I have to make in order to sleep and not run around like a dumbshit. I rode redmond and woodinville tonight and it was kinda lame, or maybe I'm just lame. I'm ciked I don't have to work tomarrow and I made plans to ( Read more... )

Life has been good. I'm trying to absorb as much life as I can without getting overwhelmed. Life has been pretty chill lately. Fuck I feel rediculously lethargic right now. I hate times like these; for a couple hours out of the day I feel absolutely dead and mal-functional. I need action, but at the same time I am constantly looking for tranquility ( Read more... )

Winter makes me wish I could buy character attributes at a personality outlet store. It seems like everyone I know feels like they are falling apart. Maybe not. I might go watch dillinger and hella tomarrow night, I don't know actually ( Read more... )

It's interesting how much weather impacts us.
The poor little plant just needed some sunlight.
My bike is dialed. My girlfriend is dialed.

Drinking gets old. Gross.

poor bob. sorry babe.

laziness confusion awareness acceptance appreciation determination motivation concentration

hopefulness

ereh llits m'IMy mind is a jackrabbit but my legs are headless chickens too short to flip this little light switch ( Read more... )

i miss my baby.

hopefully it doesn't RAIN TOMARROW.

Fuck. Alyssa is leaving for a week tomarrow morning. I don't know what I'm gonna do that whole time because it is supposed to rain. That's kinda good because my back is pretty fuck right now but I keep riding on it. I need to just lay around on it for two days. Work is tight......haha yea right....i work 7 days in a row this week. Whatever, at ( Read more... )

I've been riding mill creek way too much. I'm kinda sick of it, but at the same time it gets better everyday. I don't know, I need to ride other parks. Da mills is just convenient.

I just want to hold my princess all night long.