So I don't know what's going on, my mind is racing and my body is still in my room somewhere trying to punch me in the face. I think all of my organs have sad faces on them and they are taking shit-pisses all over each other. Ya know, just one of those mornings. I swear I get a work out from how many times a night I jump out of bed. I kept having ( Read more... )

Fuckin' shit I'm addicted to this computer screen now. I never thought this would happen. At least I don't have a myspace. My ankle has to heal soon. I'm dying to ride my bike. Anthony got hooked up with federal bike company I guess. That's awesome. I just got back from shari's. I managed to be an asshole again. I think I have too much caffiene in ( Read more... )

I hate it when I am asshole to people close to me. It's one of the worst habbits I have. Fuck I'm sorry. It's like I can't see how bad something will make someone feel for that second that my mouth is moving. Sorry get's old fast ( Read more... )

So I tried working and I'm either a pussy or my ancle is fucked up. I want to go chill somewhere but i can't drive and I don't have anyone's number!!! tight

So i took my meds at like 10 last night because I had nothing to do but sleep. I feel asleep like at 11, but I seriously woke up every hour. Half the time I was having this nightmare that I don't really remember the details to. I remember I kept getting stuck in it because I kept thinkng that if i died I would die in the near future sometime. It ( Read more... )

Fuckin' balls. Last night I came home belligerant at 3 in the morning. My parents are kinda pissed 'cause I drove. They took my keys away for a while and just called me a loser a bunch. I'm still hung over. Cool. I'm a bitch, sorry Alyssa ( Read more... )

So My bike is absolutely perfect. I've been doin' alot of sitting around lately because my foot is still mashed potatoes. I tried riding around a little today but I think it just made my foot worse. I really want to drink a beer. I just took 5 shots of Yageermistterrr with sean. Nothing has changed.............Boring!

I feel so out of it. Not mentally, but socially. I haven't really been doing anything lately. All i can do is sit on my ass. It's kinda boring. I don't have my cell phone to get a hold of anybody. All I do is hang out with Alyssa. I don't know what I would do with out her, she is good company. Last night I went out to red robin for my little sister ( Read more... )

So I guess I walked on my acle tooo much and now it's fucked. Tight. So now I have to sit around and wait for it to heal......I hate this. At least I have a girlfriend, this would really suck if I was single. Whoops I almost started being a crybaby. I had a using dream last night. That was interesting. I woke up feeling worried but then I looked to ( Read more... )

I slept way too long. This is pretty wierd; I'm not riding, and I'm sober. It just feels so awkward. I wake up in the morning and I don't know what to do. Usually I have a motive for the day, but it's just wierd not having anything to do. I'm not sad or anything it just feels wierd. I had some wierd dreams last night. I was driving around silver ( Read more... )