To wander day by day lost at sea in an ocean of empty fog. Directionless with blind ambition and nowhere to go. Shout into the endless black night. The man in the moon has no ears. Fuck em ( Read more... )

Currency over companionship is a war I ignored until the tables turned and here I am. Sitting on stacks of loneliness and faux social statuses and power. Not a single outstretched arm but my own hand, palm up. Aimlessly lost in a world of possibilities. No goal but sitting on top of the mountain where there is only room for one. Do we all await a ( Read more... )

I just await the day when it all comes crumbling down. With open arms I'll watch humanity fall. And no difference will it make... they continue as zombies. Ignorance is blisssssssss ( Read more... )

I miss more than anything playing in a real punk band. Maybe more so having that community of like minded people around me. Where everyone was idealistic, angry, moving forward and actually looked cool haha. I know it still exists but I am not a part of it like I used to. I only have myself to blame. I chose different anchors along the way. Punk is ( Read more... )

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Irrelevant. Yet nonetheless a good jam for being a baby.

As the buzzing keeps my mind at bay. And when it stops life enters in and all I want is for everything to change.

I need a motorcycle so I can just go.

FTW

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This feeling of eternal falling never passes. The same faces unchanged in broken mirrors astray. Waiting in emptiness or holding back the explosion? The pain of a struggle forward seems to be the same as trying your hardest to stay perfectly still. Here I am. And that's it. How boring ( Read more... )

So much time has passed and changed and all stayed the same. I haven't updated this thing in forever. Either I haven't had the time could be a good excuse or simply the web world has moved onto different social expressive avenues. Funny how we don't speak if no one is listening. However I think I will try to continue writing in this thing in the ( Read more... )

Winter is the abyss of one thousand moons ( Read more... )

I like to stand at the ocean's edge and watch the immense power of the waves crash into the earth. Look far off into the infinite horizon. The power and the glory of life in turmoil, chaos and persistant instability. I watch the reundance of serenity. The white noise is neither quiet and peaceful nor loud and rambunctious. It is the massive cycle ( Read more... )

The bad continues to outweigh the good no matter how positive you try to stay. I push it down and push it down until I can't feel anything. My future is a nightmare to avoid. The only solutions in my head are all the things you're not supposed to do. Trying so hard to do the "right" things and be a good person. I don't even know why anymore ( Read more... )