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its been a loong time since I've uploaded anything here ( Read more... ) -
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Why is it wrong in society's mind to be something thats not the norm? Why can I not be who and what I am instead of what other people want me to be? Why should i live a fake life just to satisfy the whims of others? -
Friends list
I have been pondering the last few nights about trimming down my friends list as it seems there are only a couple of people on it that even bother to look at my posts. so I am going to give the people that want to remain on my friends list a week to respond with Something, even if its just something like "aokjsnerolikj" in it. those of you who do ( Read more... ) -
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The more replies I get to my personal ads on master/slave and bdsm sites the more I am realizing I need to get into shape BEFORE looking for someone like this. Just about every dom I have been contacted by either doesnt fully understand the reasoning behind me wanting to transform myself into my gargoyle form, or wants me to stay as fat as I am ( Read more... ) -
being alone
you know, when you live in a small church run town you dont really realize just how isolated and alone you are when you have no one you can talk to about something personal. esspecially your own mother ( Read more... ) -
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if I decided to 'disappear' for a long long long time....say years....to embark on a journey to become my gargoyle self physically and mentaly, since it is my true form, what would your ractions be to that and if after years of no contact you saw me somewhere, be it a circus or what have you, in my gargoyle form what woudl your ractions be then? -
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I've been wearing a gargoyle pendant today that a dragon friend in florida sent me and since then I've felt different. we feel closterphobic inside buildings, yet when outside we feel lonelyness, sadness, freedom, yerning to glide amongst the moonlight and clouds in the sky, more concious of our wings, growly, more beastly and atoned to myself ( Read more... ) -
life changing stuff.....
how do you make a huge life changing decision when you are split 50/50 on both sides of it ( Read more... ) -
12/12/2008
Lately i have been thinking about which path i want to take in life. I Have found a dom that is otherkin, semi interested in me, cool with me wanting to get massively muscular, but is about 300 miles away in dallas and is looking for a job since he got laid off and is unable to Host or collar me because of it. where as i have other offers on ( Read more... ) -
12/12/2008
Life