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[knoxvillekitten]

i hate initiating conversation with people.
or iming them.
or calling them.
you only know someone wants to talk to you if they initiate conversation.
or im you.
or call you.
i think i'm done doing any of the above.
i do want to talk to you. so feel free to talk to me if you so choose.

i hate your indifference.

Comments

[fdolarhyde13]

ive never really touched snow. but i touched a baby fingering....me!

[knoxvillekitten]

you've never touched snow?
fuck california
♥amber

[fdolarhyde13]

hey hey hey lets not be rash, we have san francisco and berkeley so it isnt THAT bad

[knoxvillekitten]

no.. it is.
fucking rice-a-roni.

[brittuhknee]

we've ALWAYS had small trees. i'm okay with it though.

[knoxvillekitten]

our trees were never HUGE... but they were decent size. i'm pretty displeased. and also new this year, all the presents are out in the living room already. i HATE that. my favorite part of christmas is waking up and seeing all kinds of presents under the tree that weren't there before.
♥amber

[ginkus]

"you only know someone wants to talk to you if they initiate conversation."

i know exactly what you mean, and thats why i have a fear of using the telephone. i always think i'm unwanted.

[knoxvillekitten]

exactly.
but for me, it's not only the phone. i won't im people. i won't talk to people if i see them outside of school or something, or not even in school all the time. its crazy. and by crazy, i mean borderline pathetic.
♥amber

[kimmah]

haha! the doug thing made me laugh.

[knoxvillekitten]

haha hey i do what i can, kimaye
♥amber

[eribelle]

oh i know. i wish that people would just treat me terribly rather than be indifferent to me. especially when we at some point were friends. its hard to lose friends by means of indifference, fights are so easy.

i love your xmas tree<3

[knoxvillekitten]

i know!!#!O&#$(*!
i fucking HATE indifference.
jesus.christ.

i love YOU, eri.
i dont know.. its not that it's a bad tree.. it's just that i'm so used to bigger ones.
♥amber