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And so I'm back, from oute space. XP I've been away. I'm usually on FB and 9gag, and manga reading sites... Yeah, busy. XD Lol -
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It's been a while. =) I usually hang out at FB nowadays... Or sleeping. ^^ Just posted to say I'm still alive somehow. XD -
God I Swear I Really AM Better Off Dead Than Alive
Hell, I don't need to actually hear the words coming from someone's mouth to know what they want to say. And it goes without saying that my parents think of me as a walking bill... Hey, I didn't ask for these genes. Most of my healthcare issues is based on genetics and bad parenting decisions. Who said I needed braces? Who asked for me to have pre ( Read more... ) -
Good Lord I Think I'm Falling For Him All Over Again...
It's frustrating but absence did not make the heart go fonder. It's only when he's around more often that I end up feeling this way. I don't know how he really feels for me but I really doubt it's ever beyond that being a friend. I love him more than a friend but even in my mind that can never really be. Realistically, he can't be the one that I' ( Read more... ) -
*sigh* I'll abuse this account yet again...
This is the only place I can say this so I will. What is it with arrogant people? They think they're always right, they know exactly what they're doing and that they're always the victims. Sheesh. They should listen to themselves more often. Me, I admit I'm narcissistic nowadays and that I have a lot of flaws. A whole lot of them. I never assume ( Read more... ) -
I'm down with the flu yet again =( Bed rest is a pain, literally
Yeah, it happens per end of semester. Pretty much my sem break and summer. And I'm glad I'm lucky to be born in a well to do family, as meds are expensive in the long run. Though I wonder how much will it actually cost my parents to keep me alive for long as I'm pretty much getting weaker by the second and it doesn't help that I refuse o let people ( Read more... ) -
The more I dream that I get killed
The more it affirms that I'll live. Sooner or later, I will have to wake up. Who'll wake up is another question altogether. But one thing is certain that I should know, I will not die so pathetically. I will fight to the bitter end. I can't run away anymore. Frankly, even if I wanted to, my physical state cannot catch up with my other states ( Read more... ) -
It Feels Strange...
I've never been motivated in my life really. And I'm not much of a dedicated person. But why do I get so worked up over fighting? I mean my immediate environment's pretty much peaceful. So why do I feel more alive when I plan out war tactics, imagining he battlefield, and "seeing" how everything pretty much crash and burn? I must really be one hell ( Read more... ) -
I Must Really Be An Oddity of Sorts
When they say, don't ever fight fire with fire, I don't think they were talking to me.Maybe I'm just fanning bigger flames but I'm certainly not losing out to whatever obstacle's out there. I just gave up. It's strange to know that you have a lot of potentials and not use it, but that's how I am. I do a lot of things that will contradict with what ( Read more... )