i forgot about this site...
dont have anything to really talk about right now so i'll just post a picture
of my smile haha


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i must confess that i have been reading someones journal...but honestly i find myself wondering what they will right next, this person is not someone who i admire, or long to be like or long to be liked by them. i think the reason i read their journal is to asure myself that they are in fact a real person, capible of feeling, like me. well not like ( Read more... )

just one thing.

i'm turning 20 in 3 days.

so i decided that i had to write this out because i've become so annoyed and angry about this that i just have to write it out. 
background to this hatred. 
josh has a brother named steven. 
steven has a bitch ass girl friend named jessi.
she is in fact a bitch. no joke. 
so any who. 
i took a picture of steven off of jessi's myspace and put it in my ( Read more... )

dream 4/13/07

killer whales.

on vacation somewhere by the ocean.... with a girl, unknown to me... we find our hotel is an extremely hidieous city like structure right next to the water so we were bummmmmed. but so we walked a lil ways away from it and found a lil cottage riiiiiiight on the water that was sooo much cuter. so we were hanging out by it ( Read more... )

i should prolly start off with that i dont know exactly what im complaining about. all i know is there are a million thoughts running through my mind right now... i guess the easiest way to get them out is by one liners... or whatever.

jealousy.
i dont like people sometimes. certain people. and i let anyone know if they ask. i'm not one to go up to ( Read more... )

so no job at active.... i'm going to school, so my schdual doesn't work with theirs.... sucky. i'm actually trying now with school... which is good. but sucky cause i need moneys. 
 i have a job at mac grill (alek is 125% sure).... i have to go to another interview.... so hopefully... 
school is fun. crazy huh. cept philosophy.... dont understand it ( Read more... )

lots of drama/stress lately... .
get over it ... right?!

side note : it smells like panclacks right now. i didn't know the mexicans ate panclacks... haha

and i'm listening to from autumn to ashes...... takes me back to like jr year.. hahaha ahh yeah. 
but any ways. 
i dont have a job.  need one reaaaaal bad. 
need the moneys to live. 
so i was thinking ( Read more... )

my car died.

well the battery did.

and now i'm stuck at home.
missing class.
which isn't a good thing.
since i didn't go last week cause i was sick.
bummmmmerrrrrrr fer shure doods.
:[

i need to get a bike & then become a BMX legend. 
ready for that??

i know i am.

sooo

i need help. finding an apartment.... 
& finding some roommates...

help??