Depressed and it seems no one cares

[kogie_natebato]

It really dose. I have all these people whom claim to be my friend. Yet when one or 2 ask how I am and whats wrong and I tell them they act liek they do not care. I am hurting sad lonly and depressed. I am NEEDING not WANTING NEEDING to get to Ohio to see my mate there. I have my reasons and all of them Very personal. But it seems like no one even

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[sunfire]

I don't think it's that your friends do not care, but rather a case where caring friends are unable to assist you at the present time. Most people these days are not even able to pay monthly bills or buy food. Many are out of work, living on credit cards and scrounging just to keep a roof over their head and have some food to eat. Another thing to consider is that a single trip to Ohio isn't going to solve any problems. You both need to find a long term solution or your relationship most likely will not last. I do hope that you are eventually able to see your mate and things turn around for the better.

[kogie_natebato]

Yet at the same time I ask some and they tell me they HAVE NO MONEY. Yet latter thjat day I see there names apper in the commission area details on some artists pages that only do payment upfrount. so in this case it is one or the other. but many times it is the last them lieing and not careing.

My whole point in this is I need ot get up there. his having some problems and NEEDS me there. So i need to go. as for the long distance thing. we have already worked around many of the bridges that come along with that. we both are seeking eather better employment or employment period in ones case. So that way we can save up the money to get a place togeather.

trust me Sun I been down this road before. I know how to make it work and how to work out about89% of the problems that long distance relastionships normaly have

[anonymous]

Kogi, right now, this seems like a trolling thing, but your merely over reacting, YES I understand that its hell on where your at, Yes I understand you desperately wish to see your mate with other reasons. But Baggin on your Friends because they can't afford a Donation. Dude we all have lives we have to keep up here. I mean I can't donate $20.00 I see people go to conventions and not one would offer me a room, or even a ride up there. but you don't see me baggin on them.

I tried to talk to you but all you did was put up on offensive wall and left it as that. right now Kog, your prolly are going to hate me for saying this now Kog, but I have not lied and always been honest. your acting like a whiny bitch.

so stop thinking of yourself and think of others.

[kogie_natebato]

And think of others. it is clear you Know nothing of me at all. I have put my self in tighter spots then I care to remember. been late on rent or had my power turned off or could not go get food. becasue I STOPED TO HELP OTHERS. So before you even dare to think of judging me stop and take into account of the things I HAVE DONE. No I am sorry. You like many others rather only look at the negtive side of this journal and not the positive and yes there is a positive side. IF YOU LOOK. Second you deside to attack me as Anonymous telling me your to scared to tell me who you are. Is it because you fear how I might react or is it because you know you sir/mama are in the wrong and should not of opened your damn mouth with out knowing all facts. this is what I think