no matter where i go, i never feel at home. i'm always searching for something i can't find, i've lost hope of ever finding it. i feel as though i will always be alone. i feel like no one could or would ever love me. recent events from people that i thought were my closest friends have proved this to me. i think i've lost the ablity to feel ( Read more... )

So here I sit in my house in West Hollywood, California, on the last day of 2009, reflecting on the year just past... And what a year it has been. Never in a million years could I have expected i'd be where I am now. So much has happened, changed and become completely different to what it once was. While this year has had its ups and downs, I can ( Read more... )

i want love, i want real love, i want overpowering love. i'm ready ( Read more... )

Although I loath you for what you did and the way you were, sometimes I still find myself breathless at the thought that we're out of each others lives. No matter how messed up you are or how bad of a person you are, I can't help but care about you still and some how long for the good times we had together, although they were scarce, they were ( Read more... )

Hey guys ( Read more... )

VOTE FOR ME IN THIS COMP ( Read more... )

isn't he perfect

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Man, i'm stuck in SUCH a rut. Life is boring me horribly. I NEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEED to do something new. I dont know what, just something. Any suggestions?

I officially have the worst memory EVER,.
If you want to see me/make plans with me, you have to remind me 10391387103710 times as i will forget. And then if i do forget you will get cranky at me and then I will feel bad and it's all because my memory SUCKS BALLS.
So yes. You've all been warned.

here's taht video clip i was in. Spot the emma :P
http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=958204396&n=2